I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

Author: Sarah J. Robinson

Publisher: WaterBrook

Published: 2021-05-11

Total Pages: 257

ISBN-13: 0593193539

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A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.


The Colors of Ash

The Colors of Ash

Author: Larry Kimmel

Publisher:

Published: 2020-07-18

Total Pages: 104

ISBN-13:

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A new collection of short form poetry, by Larry Kimmel, including cherita, haiku, tanka and free verse.


Full Grown People

Full Grown People

Author: Jennifer Niesslein

Publisher:

Published: 2014

Total Pages: 230

ISBN-13: 9780990830108

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An anthology of thirty essays from the site fullgrownpeople.com.


Passions

Passions

Author: Carolyne Roehm

Publisher:

Published: 2021-09-15

Total Pages:

ISBN-13: 9780578940465

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It’s Called a Spade

It’s Called a Spade

Author: JJ Barrows

Publisher: WestBow Press

Published: 2019-10-04

Total Pages: 120

ISBN-13: 1973674890

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“it’s called a spade” is a reference to calling life like it is instead of hiding the tough stuff and pretending like everything is fine. It’s a collection of stories about life, about people and God, recovery and relapse, heartache and brokenness, and the reality that life is hard, even if you believe in God, even if you don’t. But there is also hope and humor and healing that comes without answers. This is a collection of stories from a human who almost disappeared in her efforts to be seen, a girl who called spades hearts and smiled while bluffing.


Stars Uncharted

Stars Uncharted

Author: S. K. Dunstall

Publisher: Penguin

Published: 2018-08-14

Total Pages: 417

ISBN-13: 0399587632

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In this rip-roaring space opera, a ragtag band of explorers are out to make the biggest score in the galaxy. On this space jump, no one is who they seem . . . Captain Hammond Roystan is a simple cargo runner who has stumbled across the find of a lifetime: the Hassim, a disabled exploration ship--and its valuable record of unexplored worlds. His junior engineer, Josune Arriola, said her last assignment was in the uncharted rim. But she is decked out in high-level bioware that belies her humble backstory. A renowned body-modification artist, Nika Rik Terri has run afoul of clients who will not take no for an answer. She has to flee off-world, and she is dragging along a rookie modder, who seems all too experienced in weapons and war . . . Together this mismatched crew will end up on one ship, hurtling through the lawless reaches of deep space with Roystan at the helm. Trailed by nefarious company men, they will race to find the most famous lost world of all--and riches beyond their wildest dreams . . .


Shadow Dispatches

Shadow Dispatches

Author: Polly Atkin

Publisher:

Published: 2013-03-01

Total Pages: 40

ISBN-13: 9781781720776

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Casgliad byr o gerddi gan Polly Atkin. Yma mae'n sylwi'n graff ac yn cynnig gogwydd gwahanol ar bethau a digwyddiadau bob dydd. -- Cyngor Llyfrau Cymru


Earth First! Direct Action Manual

Earth First! Direct Action Manual

Author: The Dam Collective

Publisher:

Published: 2015

Total Pages: 325

ISBN-13: 9781634528436

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300+ pages of diagrams, descriptions of techniques and a comprehensive overview of the role direct action plays in resistance--from planning an action, doing a soft blockade, putting up a treesit or executing a lockdown; to legal and prisoner support, direct action trainings, fun political pranks, and more. The DAM has been compiled and updated by frontline activists from around the US to help spread the knowledge and get these skills farther out in the world.


No Pressure, No Diamonds

No Pressure, No Diamonds

Author: Teri A Dillion

Publisher:

Published: 2020-10-19

Total Pages: 340

ISBN-13: 9780578736884

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In this intimate memoir on terminal illness, psychotherapist Teri A. Dillion asks if the most brilliant jewels of healing could be found in what we lovingly carve out of life's roughest blows.