I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

Author: Sarah J. Robinson

Publisher: WaterBrook

Published: 2021-05-11

Total Pages: 257

ISBN-13: 0593193539

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A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.


Unheard Spoken Word

Unheard Spoken Word

Author: Alex Coles

Publisher: Xlibris Corporation

Published: 2012-11

Total Pages: 101

ISBN-13: 1479748986

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The summary of this book is simple; it is inspiring, encouraging, up-lifting poetry. Each poem delivery a great message, that leaves you feeling good, Its call "Unheard Spoken Word" because I think some of God's Word has been miss-understood; this book is my Interpretation of years of studying, & listening to the Word. Every poem was from something that I heard or read; That inspire me to write; This Poetry will encourage you to do better; To let you know "you can do what you know you can do", meaning there are no limits to what you can do, as long as God is in it, & blessed it, you will succeed. The wind that blows on the rich, blows on the poor, the wind that blows on righteous, blows on the unrighteous, meaning; God wants us all to succeed in life, so we have to make a plan, & take ACTION! You will go through trials & troubles, but most success stories have trials, so go through it, & I will see you on the other end, God bless, Enjoy! Poems like "Our Father" that tell you to honor God everyday, "Soul Food" that tells you to eat the word, & get full. "He had a Dream" that tells us to keep Dr. King dream alive. "Poetry is my Roses" tell you to give roses to the living. And many more Great Poetry!


Three Hours Forever

Three Hours Forever

Author: Meredith Strong

Publisher: WestBow Press

Published: 2017-09-05

Total Pages: 73

ISBN-13: 1490898557

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They were two MBAs with two BMWs, no kids, and no debt but a mortgage. Their marriage looked great from the outside. In the beginning, he was funny, charming, and sent flowers, but then things slowly began to change. In Three Hours Forever, author Meredith Strong explores her journey through a troubled marriage, domestic assault, divorce, and finally, recovery. She shares how in less than ninety days, her life completely turned upside down. Divided in three sections, her memoir describes the telling elements of her marriage, discusses the three-hour ordeal of domestic abuse that changed her life, and narrates her journey to recovery and healing. Sharing her emotional story, Strong communicates how she focused on growing closer to God and learned her support system was his hands and feet. She also offers a list of applicable inspirational scripture messages, poems, and songs. Three Hours Forever seeks to serve as a comfort and a resource for other women who face the same challenges in life.


Down by the River

Down by the River

Author: Charles Bowden

Publisher: Simon and Schuster

Published: 2023-05-16

Total Pages: 310

ISBN-13: 1668024659

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Lionel Bruno Jordan was murdered on January 20, 1995, in an El Paso parking lot, but he keeps coming back as the key to a multibillion-dollar drug industry, two corrupt governments -- one called the United States and the other Mexico -- and a self-styled War on Drugs that is a fraud. Beneath all the policy statements and bluster of politicians is a real world of lies, pain, and big money. Down by the River is the true narrative of how a murder led one American family into this world and how it all but destroyed them. It is the story of how one Mexican drug leader outfought and outthought the U.S. government, of how major financial institutions were fattened on the drug industry, and how the governments of the U.S. and Mexico buried everything that happened. All this happens down by the river, where the public fictions finally end and the facts read like fiction. This is a remarkable American story about drugs, money, murder, and family.


Atlanta Magazine

Atlanta Magazine

Author:

Publisher:

Published: 2003-03

Total Pages: 216

ISBN-13:

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Atlanta magazine’s editorial mission is to engage our community through provocative writing, authoritative reporting, and superlative design that illuminate the people, the issues, the trends, and the events that define our city. The magazine informs, challenges, and entertains our readers each month while helping them make intelligent choices, not only about what they do and where they go, but what they think about matters of importance to the community and the region. Atlanta magazine’s editorial mission is to engage our community through provocative writing, authoritative reporting, and superlative design that illuminate the people, the issues, the trends, and the events that define our city. The magazine informs, challenges, and entertains our readers each month while helping them make intelligent choices, not only about what they do and where they go, but what they think about matters of importance to the community and the region.