I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

Author: Sarah J. Robinson

Publisher: WaterBrook

Published: 2021-05-11

Total Pages: 257

ISBN-13: 0593193539

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A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.


Betraying Beauty (Sons of Lucifer MC)

Betraying Beauty (Sons of Lucifer MC)

Author: Celia Loren

Publisher:

Published: 2014-12-18

Total Pages: 320

ISBN-13: 9781505621228

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Harper SinclairI'm about to be ripped away from the love of my life, a boy my family would never approve of, our paths destined to never cross again. He's literally risked his life by even talking to me, let alone all the other stuff I've let him do to me, but he doesn't understand that. Now that summer's over I have to go back to the closeted, stuffy world I came from, back to being an heiress and all the responsibility and expectations that come along with it.I have to see him one more time before we part ways forever, just one last kiss, one last goodbye. But our last kiss turns out to be the biggest mistake I've ever made...I didn't know my sociopath older brother would be early to pick me up.He saw our kiss and now he's literally about to kill Dominic, the same way he used to kill my pets when we were younger...Dominic ThorneTo her I was just a summer fling, a safe way to slum it with a dangerous guy and escape all the repercussions. There's no other excuse, why else would she leave me unconscious on the beach after her brother drowned me?Well now, 10 years later, the tables have turned.As fate would have it, the prissy rich girl has come back into my life and she's in some real trouble. I'm the president of the Sons of Lucifer Motorcycle Club and she's been sleeping with the enemy. I hope she doesn't think those beautiful blue eyes, those perky tits, and the way she says my name with be enough to save her. But I'll make her try.This Contemporary Romance Novel contains adult themes, violence, and sexual content. Sixth Book in the Vegas Titans Biker Romance Series. Stand-Alone no cliffhanger.


Pursuit of the Truth (1)

Pursuit of the Truth (1)

Author: Er Gen

Publisher: WWW.WEBNOVEL.COM (Cloudary Holdings Limited)

Published: 2017-09-20

Total Pages: 990

ISBN-13:

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Su Ming grew up dreaming about becoming a Berserker even though he knew that the chances of him becoming one were close to nil. One day, he found a strange piece of debris, and it allowed him to walk the path of becoming a Berserker. But would it be enough for Su Ming to become just another Berserker to protect those he cares about? Would he be satisfied with leaving everything in fate's hands? *This novel was originally named Beseech the Devil, but due to the author's wishes, it was changed to Pursuit of the Truth.