I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die
I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

Author: Sarah J. Robinson

Publisher: WaterBrook

Published: 2021-05-11

Total Pages: 257

ISBN-13: 0593193539

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A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.

Die with Zero
Die with Zero

Author: Bill Perkins

Publisher: Mariner Books

Published: 2020

Total Pages: 243

ISBN-13: 0358099765

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"A startling new philosophy and practical guide to getting the most out of your money-and out of life-for those who value memorable experiences as much as their earnings"--

Peace Kills
Peace Kills

Author: P. J. O'Rourke

Publisher: Grove Press

Published: 2005-04

Total Pages: 228

ISBN-13: 0802141986

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O'Rourke casts his ever-shrewd and mordant eye on America's latest adventures in warfare. He is both incisive reporter and absurdist, relevant and irreverent, with a clear eye for everyone's confusion, including his own. O'Rourke understands that peace is sometimes one of the most troubling aspects of war.

Blindsight
Blindsight

Author: Peter Watts

Publisher: Macmillan

Published: 2006-10-03

Total Pages: 388

ISBN-13: 1429955198

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Hugo and Shirley Jackson award-winning Peter Watts stands on the cutting edge of hard SF with his acclaimed novel, Blindsight Two months since the stars fell... Two months of silence, while a world held its breath. Now some half-derelict space probe, sparking fitfully past Neptune's orbit, hears a whisper from the edge of the solar system: a faint signal sweeping the cosmos like a lighthouse beam. Whatever's out there isn't talking to us. It's talking to some distant star, perhaps. Or perhaps to something closer, something en route. So who do you send to force introductions with unknown and unknowable alien intellect that doesn't wish to be met? You send a linguist with multiple personalities, her brain surgically partitioned into separate, sentient processing cores. You send a biologist so radically interfaced with machinery that he sees x-rays and tastes ultrasound. You send a pacifist warrior in the faint hope she won't be needed. You send a monster to command them all, an extinct hominid predator once called vampire, recalled from the grave with the voodoo of recombinant genetics and the blood of sociopaths. And you send a synthesist—an informational topologist with half his mind gone—as an interface between here and there. Pray they can be trusted with the fate of a world. They may be more alien than the thing they've been sent to find. At the Publisher's request, this title is being sold without Digital Rights Management Software (DRM) applied.

Feed
Feed

Author: Mira Grant

Publisher: Orbit

Published: 2010-05-01

Total Pages: 375

ISBN-13: 0316122467

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Feed is an electrifying and critically acclaimed novel of a world a half-step from our own that the New York Times calls “Astonishing” — a novel of zombies, geeks, politics, social media, and the virus that runs through them all — from New York Times bestseller Mira Grant. The year was 2014. We had cured cancer. We had beat the common cold. But in doing so we created something new, something terrible that no one could stop. The infection spread, virus blocks taking over bodies and minds with one, unstoppable command: FEED. Now, twenty years after the Rising, Georgia and Shaun Mason are on the trail of the biggest story of their lives—the dark conspiracy behind the infected. The truth will out, even if it kills them. More from Mira Grant: Newsflesh Feed Deadline Blackout Feedback Rise Praise for Feed: "I can't wait for the next book."―N.K. Jemisin "It's a novel with as much brains as heart, and both are filling and delicious."―The A. V. Club "Gripping, thrilling, and brutal... McGuire has crafted a masterpiece of suspense with engaging, appealing characters who conduct a soul-shredding examination of what's true and what's reported."―Publishers Weekly (Starred Review) “Feed is a proper thriller with zombies.” —SFX

The Mansion
The Mansion

Author: Ezekiel Boone

Publisher: Atria/Emily Bestler Books

Published: 2019-09-24

Total Pages: 432

ISBN-13: 1501165518

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When a family moves into a remote high-tech mansion equipped with next-generation artificial intelligence that can control the house’s every function—a buried secret leads to terrifying and catastrophic consequences. Nellie is programmed to be the perfect digital assistant. But something sinister lurks in her source code—and now she’s the perfect killer. When Billy Stafford and his wife move into their house designed with every comfort in mind, he thinks it will be the perfect chance to work on their marriage and to restart his career. A brilliant computer engineer fallen on hard times, Billy’s been hired by his former business partner to test out Nellie: a cutting-edge artificial intelligence program hardwired into the house. All Billy has to do is fix a few bugs in the system, which sounds easy enough. But as winter settles in and Billy and his wife are left alone in the woods, a dark reality begins to emerge. Nellie’s problems are much worse than a few technology glitches. Infused with the sinister history of the mansion and her own creator’s sins, she has, in fact, become a killing machine. And the only way to escape is to give her what she wants… A gripping technothriller about AI gone rogue, The Mansion is “a thrilling story that combines modern technology with old fears” (Shelf Awareness).

Gravity Falls: Journal 3 Special Edition
Gravity Falls: Journal 3 Special Edition

Author: Alex Hirsch

Publisher: Disney Press

Published: 2017-06-13

Total Pages: 0

ISBN-13: 9781368002509

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Untie the string and unwrap the brown paper to reveal . . . Journal 3 Limited Edition! This 288-page book contains all of the content of the regular edition, plus all-new top-secret black light pages on real parchment; a cover with leather texture and shiny metallic pieces; a magnifying glass; a tassel bookmark; and removable photos and notes. This $150 limited edition will also include a signed note from the creator of Gravity Falls and co-writer of Journal 3, Alex Hirsch himself.

The Ten Year War
The Ten Year War

Author: Jonathan Cohn

Publisher: St. Martin's Press

Published: 2021-02-23

Total Pages: 320

ISBN-13: 1250270944

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Jonathan Cohn's The Ten Year War is the definitive account of the battle over Obamacare, based on interviews with sources who were in the room, from one of the nation's foremost healthcare journalists. The Affordable Care Act, better known as “Obamacare,” was the most sweeping and consequential piece of legislation of the last half century. It has touched nearly every American in one way or another, for better or worse, and become the defining political fight of our time. In The Ten Year War, veteran journalist Jonathan Cohn offers the compelling, authoritative history of how the law came to be, why it looks like it does, and what it’s meant for average Americans. Drawn from hundreds of hours of interviews, plus private diaries, emails and memos, The Ten Year War takes readers to Capitol Hill and to town hall meetings, inside the West Wing and, eventually, into Trump Tower, as the nation's most powerful leaders try to reconcile pragmatism and idealism, self-interest and the public good, and ultimately two very different visions for what the country should look like. At the heart of the book is the decades-old argument over what’s wrong with American health care and how to fix it. But the battle over healthcare was always about more than policy. The Ten Year War offers a deeper examination of how our governing institutions, the media and the two parties have evolved, and the dysfunction those changes have left in their wake.

Yup I'm Dead...Now What? The Budget Edition
Yup I'm Dead...Now What? The Budget Edition

Author: Caringhub

Publisher:

Published: 2020-04-08

Total Pages: 160

ISBN-13:

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Yup I'm Dead...Now What? The Budget Edition - A Guide to My Life Information, Documents, Plans and Final Wishes. Get your crap together so your Family won't have to! A MUST for every Adult!On a Budget? We've got you covered!THE PERFECT GIFT...to GIVE or to GET!*Quick Start Guide Included*Take the Challenge: Get your crap together in 30 days or less!CaringHub will walk you through getting your crap together with daily assignments, checklists and resources to stay on track!*Includes downloadable forms and checklists. This book will not only help you get organized, but will be a huge benefit and gift to your loved ones. You will use it to compile and record everything that your survivors need to know, including personal, financial and legal information, important document locations, as well as your final wishes and arrangements. When something happens to me, I don't want to burden my children. I want to prepare them for the decisions and arrangements they will need to make. I want to alleviate stress, not add to it! As a member of the "sandwich generation", I do not feel comfortable asking my Parents and In-Laws tough questions about their personal, medical, financial and end of life wishes. It's just a difficult issue that (while everyone has to deal with it) not many wish to talk about it. When the time comes for your "departure", your family may be confused about what to do and who to call. The first days following your departure will be especially difficult for your family and friends. Your loved ones will be absorbing the loss. They will be faced with a long list of decisions and tasks, many of which will need to be handled immediately. Yup I'm Dead...Now What? The Budget Edition will provide those you love with the information they need to handle the practical aspects of your Departure. While no one wants to contemplate your own death, you can give your loved ones a certain peace of mind knowing that (when the time comes) they will have this Planner, which will provide support, guidance and direction regarding your final wishes when your family needs it most. The last thing many of us want is to have our family members burdened with difficult decisions during the most stressful time of their lives. The Yup I'm Dead...Now What? The Budget Edition will guide and direct them through these difficult times in the days, weeks and months following your Departure. Prepare and Protect Your Family!!