I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

Author: Sarah J. Robinson

Publisher: WaterBrook

Published: 2021-05-11

Total Pages: 257

ISBN-13: 0593193539

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A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.


The Pleasure of Finding Things Out

The Pleasure of Finding Things Out

Author: Richard P. Feynman

Publisher: Basic Books

Published: 2005-04-06

Total Pages: 188

ISBN-13: 0465013120

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This collection from scientist and Nobel Peace Prize winner highlights the achievements of a man whose career reshaped the world's understanding of quantum electrodynamics. The Pleasure of Finding Things Out is a magnificent treasury of the best short works of Richard P. Feynman-from interviews and speeches to lectures and printed articles. A sweeping, wide-ranging collection, it presents an intimate and fascinating view of a life in science-a life like no other. From his ruminations on science in our culture to his Nobel Prize acceptance speech, this book will fascinate anyone interested in the world of ideas.


The 48 Laws of Power

The 48 Laws of Power

Author: Robert Greene

Publisher: Penguin

Published: 2023-10-31

Total Pages: 481

ISBN-13: 0670881465

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Amoral, cunning, ruthless, and instructive, this multi-million-copy New York Times bestseller is the definitive manual for anyone interested in gaining, observing, or defending against ultimate control – from the author of The Laws of Human Nature. In the book that People magazine proclaimed “beguiling” and “fascinating,” Robert Greene and Joost Elffers have distilled three thousand years of the history of power into 48 essential laws by drawing from the philosophies of Machiavelli, Sun Tzu, and Carl Von Clausewitz and also from the lives of figures ranging from Henry Kissinger to P.T. Barnum. Some laws teach the need for prudence (“Law 1: Never Outshine the Master”), others teach the value of confidence (“Law 28: Enter Action with Boldness”), and many recommend absolute self-preservation (“Law 15: Crush Your Enemy Totally”). Every law, though, has one thing in common: an interest in total domination. In a bold and arresting two-color package, The 48 Laws of Power is ideal whether your aim is conquest, self-defense, or simply to understand the rules of the game.


Mine Forever- Will She Be?

Mine Forever- Will She Be?

Author: Pradeep Maharaj & Raushni Maharaj

Publisher: Leadstart Publishing Pvt Ltd

Published:

Total Pages: 187

ISBN-13: 9362631091

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When love turns to lies, the heart pays the price. Atul’s whirlwind romance with Vasudha was a dream come true, but behind the charming smile and sweet nothings, she had a secret that would destroy their relationship. As the truth unravels, Atul’s world crumbles, leaving him with a choice; wallow in the ruins of his heart or rise from the ashes, wiser and stronger. Dive into a heart-wrenching tale of love, betrayal, and the power of forgiveness.


THE CONTENDERS

THE CONTENDERS

Author: James Thompson

Publisher: Xlibris Corporation

Published: 2012-06-07

Total Pages: 225

ISBN-13: 1477106022

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BOOK SUMMARY This fast-pasted action packed romance thriller by James Thompson; you absolutely must read. It offers it all, from blistering love scenes to high-level intrigue. This remarkable work of art portrays two young men from the Southern Region of the Unite States. Demetrious Johnson a native of Jackson, Mississippi, a mathematical genius with an IQ so high it cannot be measured by traditional methods. Demetrious is an orphan. He was abandon shortly after birth, left on the steps of a Catholic church in Jackson, Mississippi. At the tender age of 15 Demetrious travels to Memphis, Tennessee in search of his dream to become a dominant force in the business world. In Memphis, he meets Derick Jackson who at the venerable age of 10 was unfortunate enough to witness the death of his father who was murdered in the front yard of their home in South Memphis. Young Derick vowed over his father’s lifeless body that the person responsible for his father’s death would one-day pay with his own life. Together Derick and Demetrious enters the World of high-level finance that spans around the globe. This is the first of a three-book series that spans two generations. It is guaranteed to keep you reading.


I’ll Call You Mine

I’ll Call You Mine

Author: Sharon L. Clark

Publisher: Satin Romance

Published: 2024-12-03

Total Pages: 304

ISBN-13:

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When Katie Parker flees San Francisco for her small Midwestern hometown, she expects to leave behind an obsessed admirer. Being back in her family home gives her a sense of safety, her new job gives her purpose…and her coworker Ben Collins lights a spark she’s been missing for far too long. For Ben, life in Enderlin is quiet and peaceful, his biggest concern, the ex-fiancée who keeps turning up like a bad penny. That is, until he literally bumps into a curvy brunette with stunning blue eyes and something to prove. Parker is a complication he doesn’t want or need; so why can’t he get her out of his head? Katie settles into her new life, reconnecting with family and friends and falling for Ben’s easy charm a little more every day. But her attempt to escape seems to have made the stalker bolder, and his love letters quickly escalate to threats she can’t ignore. When the mounting danger crosses the point of no return, Katie is left shocked, terrified - and utterly alone. But she knows one thing for certain; if she wants to get back to Ben and everyone she loves, she’s in for the fight of her life.


The Book of Pleasure

The Book of Pleasure

Author: Austin Osman Spare

Publisher: Createspace Independent Publishing Platform

Published: 2018-02

Total Pages: 0

ISBN-13: 9781984994844

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The Book of Pleasure could be regarded as the central text among Austin Osman Spare's writings. It covers both mystical and magical aspects of Spare's ideas; as the modern ideas on sigils (as now have become popular in chaos magic) and Spare's special theory on incarnation are for the first time introduced in this book.There are some chapters in The Book of Pleasure that Spare has referred to within the text, but are omitted. It seems that they were destroyed during World War II


LIBERTALIA: Seize the Day for Remember We All Must Die

LIBERTALIA: Seize the Day for Remember We All Must Die

Author: DrahCir

Publisher: Lulu.com

Published: 2017-08-29

Total Pages: 284

ISBN-13: 1483473988

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The novel 'Libertalia' is a steampunk pirate fantasy fiction with historical elements. An extensive, in-depth study of PYRACY shows the quintessential nature of being human and reveals at its core a well faceted, most fluent, all encompassing, un-compromised view of world history, as untainted by any one cultural belief, value, dogma, and design as none other. All pirate myths, legends and folklore; romantic or realistic lead but one direction, in a search for freedom and equality. The pirate's code of a democratic-socialst utopia based on egalitarian, collectivist, agrarian ideals are more than a place, but a mind set on a quest for Libertalia. Join Black Captain Randy and crew on ship Leviathan as they set out in search of El Dorado, find Atlantis, drink from the Fountain of Youth and create their own pirate utopia, Libertalia.This edition is complete with 24 full color digital image plates.