just trying 2 figure this shit out!

just trying 2 figure this shit out!

Author: Mr.SociallyAwkward

Publisher: Mr.SociallyAwkward

Published: 2020-02-28

Total Pages: 90

ISBN-13:

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Hi, I’m Jaylen Marcus Cooper, better known as Mr. Socially Awkward. It’s January 22, 2019, 8:12 a.m. I’m three months away from turning twenty (damn, I’m getting old, or at least I feel like it). As I begin to transition out of my teens into a twenty-year-old man, I’m starting to feel stagnant. And this feeling of no progression has me questioning a few things. Maybe I’ve been chasing after the wrong thing? Maybe I’m chasing after the right thing but bitching about the process that comes with what I’m chasing after? Maybe I’m moving too fast and not putting much thought into my decision-making? Maybe this stagnant feeling is a sign that it’s time to adapt a new level of maturity?


Figuring Shit Out

Figuring Shit Out

Author: Amy Biancolli

Publisher: Behler Publications, LLC

Published: 2014-09-29

Total Pages: 210

ISBN-13: 1933016469

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"Your life isn't over." My dad says this. "I mean, YOUR life isn't over. Beyond the kids. You'll go on living, doing things. This isn't it." I know, I assure him. I have the kids. They need me. They're my life now. "OK," he replies, then grunts—more of a brief hum. He only hums when he thinks I'm full of shit. Shockingly single. Amy Biancolli's life went off script more dramatically than most after her husband of twenty years jumped off the roof of a parking garage. Left with three children, a three-story house, and a pile of knotty psychological complications, Amy realizes the flooding dishwasher, dead car battery, rapidly growing lawn, basement sump pump, and broken doorknob aren't going to fix themselves. She also realizes that "figuring shit out" means accepting the horrors that came her way, rolling with them, slogging through them, helping others through theirs, and working her way through life with love and laughter. Amy Biancolli is an author and journalist whose column appears in the Albany Times Union. Before that, Amy served as film critic for the Houston Chronicle where her reviews, published around the country, won her the 2007 Comment and Criticism Award from the Texas Associated Press Managing Editors Association. Biancolli is the author of House of Holy Fools: A Family Portrait in Six Cracked Parts, which earned her Albany Author of the Year. Amy lives in Albany, New York, with her three children.


The Trans Killer

The Trans Killer

Author: Mr.SociallyAwkward

Publisher: Mr.SociallyAwkward

Published: 2022-12-02

Total Pages: 252

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A self-hating teen named Daniel who's conflicted about his identity. Daniel is aware that he's different from other teenage boys his age with his interest in women's clothing, nail polish, and male crushes.He acknowledges that he feels like a woman inside, but he is conflicted over whether these feelings are acceptable because he is the son of a pastor. On Daniel’s eighteenth birthday, after years of sorrow, he embraces his identity and tells his family. To no surprise, he receives intense backlash. From death threats, public teasing, family neglect, and even a family member committing suicide. Daniel reads the suicide note, and it seems to encourage Daniel to act out certain Bible scriptures. Reading the Bible passages sparks a fire in Daniel to turn his back on his identity and display ways of violence and hatred onto other LGBTQIA members, as a calling from God. Unaware how this will come back to haunt him.


Home Sweet Home

Home Sweet Home

Author: Mr.SociallyAwkward

Publisher: Mr.SociallyAwkward

Published: 2021-10-15

Total Pages: 153

ISBN-13:

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Meet sixteen-year-old Jasmine Mackie, who lives in a dysfunctional environment full of neglect, lies, and manipulation, coming from her parents. This neglect makes Jasmine runaway from home. Will she find the happiness her family never gave her?


Big Klan Attack!

Big Klan Attack!

Author: Mr.SociallyAwkward

Publisher: Mr.SociallyAwkward

Published: 2020-07-04

Total Pages: 60

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The Ku Klux Klan is about to learn there are consequences to their actions.


Warning Order

Warning Order

Author: Joshua Hood

Publisher: Simon and Schuster

Published: 2017-04-25

Total Pages: 416

ISBN-13: 1501161482

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Mason Kane, a special ops hero with a questionable past, joins forces with the CIA to neutralize a radical offshoot of ISIS and unravel a conspiracy emanating from the White House's inner sanctum.


Yazir and Nina 2

Yazir and Nina 2

Author: Shvonne Latrice

Publisher: Sullivan Group Publishing

Published: 2016-05-03

Total Pages: 269

ISBN-13: 1648540511

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Seth has made a huge mistake by taking Yazir's threats with a grain of salt. Never one to give too many chances, Yazir is done talking and ready to allow his gun to take center stage. Adding to his stress, is a new connect who can't seem to understand that no means no, and a conniving cousin who will do anything to knock him off of his square. Will Yazir, a man who is used to winning and succeeding no matter the odds, come out on top? Or will it all be too much, causing him to lose the two things that matter most; Nina, and his business. With Cherelle making herself known, Sameer and Aubrie's honeymoon stage has abruptly ended. Cherelle is determined to claim her spot as Mrs. Willis not only on paper, but in Sameer's heart. Will Cherelle's attempts to get her man back be fruitful? Or will it simply send her to an early grave, and Aubrie right back into Sameer's arms?


Limelight

Limelight

Author: Aly Stiles

Publisher: Aly Stiles

Published: 2018-03-14

Total Pages: 317

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"A great tortured rockstar read. Highly recommend!" - Colleen Hoover I’m unpredictable. A genius and underachiever. I’m the song, the voice, the passion, the pain. I am failure, because the music chose me. I’m its victim, not its gift. She destroyed my career. Ruined my life. Pushed me from the shadows and exposed my lies. She’s an all-consuming fire, and now her flames are aimed at me. She loves to watch me burn, but the part we never saw coming? Maybe I needed a fire to claw my way out of the dark. (Please note this book addresses mental illness and addiction in a compassionate, realistic manner.)


Blood Children

Blood Children

Author: William Vitka

Publisher: Permuted Press

Published: 2017-01-10

Total Pages: 189

ISBN-13: 1682612732

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NYPD Detective Jamie Murrow has a lot of problems. The biggest one? He's losing his mind. If that wasn't enough, it's happening right in the middle of his strangest case. Families are being murdered. Children are being brainwashed and bizarre stuffed animals are being left at the scene. Unlikely connections lead Jamie to the sick underbelly of a shuttered mental institution and to the feet of an ancient cult—one that wants to appease its alien gods with the blood of New York's children. Detective Murrow finds himself in a situation where what's real is anyone's guess, and he has no idea who, if anyone, he can save . . . including himself.