Author: Thomas E. Rowley

Publisher: Trafford Publishing

Published: 2004

Total Pages: 137

ISBN-13: 1412037999

Have you ever been ditched? Have you ditched someone? Are you thinking about it? Are you curious about what may happen to you if you leave your relationship? Are you wondering if what has happened to you has happened to anyone else? This book tells of character assassination, of a life destroyed, all wrought by the treachery of a betraying partner. It is a chronicle that reveals a descent into a darkness of a soul and bares the thoughts from anger to desire to grief which flood through your mind and body as you try to return your life to normal. It is a picture into the soul of a man, and his self recovery from emptiness to wholeness. Everyone has been in the betrayal of an intimate relationship at one time or another. The shock of the rupture is indescribable. Your body, soul and spirit is corrupted. Your trust evaporates into thin air and an avalanche of feelings and doubts assails you from every direction. Anger, grief, doubt, uncertainty, emptiness. Your life becomes a surreal landscape where you cannot believe what has happened, or what is happening to you. You go crazy with strange thoughts and desires. You do not know yourself anymore. You believe no-one else could possibly understand how you feel or what has happened. You ask yourself what have you done to deserve this. When will this be over? It is a struggle in a net. Deadly silence enfolds people who have had a wreck take place in their intimate relationship. Nothing is ever said. No sermons are preached. No-one breathes a word about what truly happened to them inside their body, soul and spirit. Self help books line the shelves of bookstores about how to repair yourself, but there is not one book which tells the inside story of what happens. Who needs a repair manual? I wanted to know whether I had gone crazy or not. How could I be feeling the way I did? Were the thoughts which assailed me what happens to everybody in this boat? I wanted to know if what I was doing was odd. No-one has told that personal story. All there is, is silence. What then is the outcome of this event? A man was reforged; made content in body, soul and spirit. Renewed and enthused with the possibilities of a renewed life. With a renewed integrity of character and spirit he lives alone. Happily. "I have gone through 6 years of agony and hard work. Guess what? The new me is worth every single night and day of agony, every sorrow, every loss... I couldn't and wouldn't go back to being who I was for all the tea in China. I wouldn't be able to live that way anymore." This book breaks the silence. It must be read.