Straight as a Wheel - Smoke Valley MC
Straight as a Wheel - Smoke Valley MC

Author: K a Merikan

Publisher:

Published: 2019-12-11

Total Pages: 384

ISBN-13: 9781674353272

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"Your secret's safe with me, Leo Heller. Whatever happens here, nobody will know. Ever. Do you understand?"Zolt. Gay. Player. Predator. Fetish: Straight guysLeo. Straight. Biker. Prey. Fetish: True loveZolt knows what he wants from life--cold hard cash so that he can enjoy an early retirement in the Carribean as rent boys serve him drinks on the beach. Meanwhile, he's got his pawn shop as a front for illegal operations, and a baseball bat to deal with troublemakers.When it comes to men, Zolt loves the chase, and his favorite, most elusive prey is curious straight guys. He goes out of his way to seduce and devour them. If he can be their first, all the better.His next mark? A biker. And not just any. An outlaw, Leo Heller.Leo's got his future all figured out. A wife, two to four kids, maybe a dog. If love was as easy as others make it seem, Leo would have been married already.A string of failed relationships leads him to the one person he shouldn't be crushing on, shouldn't be admiring, and most definitely shouldn't be touching. Because a man like Zolt Andorai won't give Leo the family he wants. Hell, Zolt doesn't even do boyfriends. But what Zolt does offer is no-strings-attached experimentation, and Leo is only human. After all, if no one ever finds out Leo's secret, it's as if it doesn't exist.One kiss leads to another, lines blur, and before Leo knows it, he's in over his head.In love.Helpless.POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, organized crime, homophobia, hurt/comfort, forced proximity, coming out, seduction, forbidden attraction, first love, greed, player, family tiesGenre: M/M romance, suspenseLength: 110,000 words (Standalone novel)Steam level: Scorching hot, emotional, explicit scenesWARNING: This story contains scenes of violence, offensive language and morally ambiguous characters.

Gutter Mind - Smoke Valley MC
Gutter Mind - Smoke Valley MC

Author: K a Merikan

Publisher:

Published: 2020-09-30

Total Pages: 342

ISBN-13:

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- Face of an angel. Mind in the gutter.--- Mike. Macho Biker. Scarred. Will never love again. Arden. Femme boy. Jaded. Will never succumb to lust again. Mike is always on the lookout for a fresh fling, and there are more than enough chicks for a stud like him at the Smoke Valley MC clubhouse. But the pretty little thing he spots at the gas station turns out to be a boy, and that triggers all sorts of confusion.Mike loves a challenge, so when he's given the cold shoulder, his predator senses are set aflame! Straight or not, Mike makes a bet with his cousin and won't settle for anything other than a total seduction of Arden. Arden has bigger fish to fry than some biker's petty insecurities. His last relationship has left him jaded and hurt, so he will never again succumb to the charms of a bad boy. Especially since Mike isn't just hot, he's freaking irresistible. Older, dangerous, and cocky, Mike will be Arden's downfall if he isn't careful. But when a monster from Arden's past reaches out his claws, the only deterrent Arden can think of is claiming Mike is his new boyfriend. So now he's stuck in a fake relationship with a straight guy. For Mike, what starts as a game turns out to be an awakening he'd never expected. The ice prince in lace is actually hot as hellfire, with a gutter mind to match Mike's, and all of a sudden, his scarred heart is not as safe as he'd thought it was. POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: fake relationship, bet, ice prince, player, bisexual awakening, outlaw biker gang, self-discovery, age gap, protector, lingerie, commitment-phobe, big family Genre: Scorching hot M/M romance, romantic suspense Length: 95,000 words (Standalone) WARNING: This story contains scenes of violence, mentions of past abuse, offensive language and morally ambiguous characters.

I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die
I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die

Author: Sarah J. Robinson

Publisher: WaterBrook

Published: 2021-05-11

Total Pages: 257

ISBN-13: 0593193539

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A compassionate, shame-free guide for your darkest days “A one-of-a-kind book . . . to read for yourself or give to a struggling friend or loved one without the fear that depression and suicidal thoughts will be minimized, medicalized or over-spiritualized.”—Kay Warren, cofounder of Saddleback Church What happens when loving Jesus doesn’t cure you of depression, anxiety, or suicidal thoughts? You might be crushed by shame over your mental illness, only to be told by well-meaning Christians to “choose joy” and “pray more.” So you beg God to take away the pain, but nothing eases the ache inside. As darkness lingers and color drains from your world, you’re left wondering if God has abandoned you. You just want a way out. But there’s hope. In I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die, Sarah J. Robinson offers a healthy, practical, and shame-free guide for Christians struggling with mental illness. With unflinching honesty, Sarah shares her story of battling depression and fighting to stay alive despite toxic theology that made her afraid to seek help outside the church. Pairing her own story with scriptural insights, mental health research, and simple practices, Sarah helps you reconnect with the God who is present in our deepest anguish and discover that you are worth everything it takes to get better. Beautifully written and full of hard-won wisdom, I Love Jesus, But I Want to Die offers a path toward a rich, hope-filled life in Christ, even when healing doesn’t look like what you expect.

The Road
The Road

Author: Cormac McCarthy

Publisher: Vintage Books

Published: 2007

Total Pages: 297

ISBN-13: 0307386457

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In a novel set in an indefinite, futuristic, post-apocalyptic world, a father and his young son make their way through the ruins of a devastated American landscape, struggling to survive and preserve the last remnants of their own humanity

Outlaw Girls
Outlaw Girls

Author: Miss Merikan

Publisher:

Published: 2020-02-07

Total Pages: 152

ISBN-13:

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--- When a match meets gasoline. ---Mona. Mafia princess. Rebellious Italian beauty. Runaway bride.Rain. Motorcycle club president's daughter. Androgynous biker goddess. After her sister was forced into an arranged marriage, Mona vowed she would never suffer the same fate. She would do whatever she had to, even set the church on fire, catch the first bus to nowhere without a dollar in her pocket while still wearing her wedding dress.Away from her controlling family, Mona intends to fight for her financial independence on the stripping pole at the Smoke Valley Motorcycle Club. Her plan is to earn enough cash for further travels, but once she gets closer to Rain, and becomes more comfortable on the back of her bike than she ever was in the world of privilege, staying in the middle of Nowhere, Nevada no longer sounds so bad.Rain doesn't do girlfriends. Her biker lifestyle means secrecy and unsavory deeds no girl she's met would roll with. Her only goal is to smash the glass ceiling of her family-run biker gang and become the first female member. She does do flings though, and the Italian beauty who crashes her birthday party is perfect for one of those. But Mona sticks around. Rain can't stay away, and all rules go out the window when Rain finds out Mona is the runaway daughter of a mafioso. Maybe she could just be the kind of woman who understands living outside the lawWhen the mafia comes after Mona, Rain has to choose between loyalty to the club and the woman of her dreams. One thing is certain - there will be no escape without mayhem.POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: mafia, organized crime, marriage, forbidden love, danger, motorcycle club, biker chick, family, rebellion, independence, first relationship, self-discoveryGenre: F/F romance, suspenseContains explicit, scorching hot scenes.Length: 60,000 words (STANDALONE novel)

The Devil's Ride (gay Biker MC Erotic Romance Novel) (Sex and Mayhem Book 2)
The Devil's Ride (gay Biker MC Erotic Romance Novel) (Sex and Mayhem Book 2)

Author: K. A. Merikan

Publisher: CreateSpace

Published: 2015-03-20

Total Pages: 362

ISBN-13: 9781508762874

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--- You don't fuck with the club president's son. ---Tooth. Vice President of the Coffin Nails Motorcycle Club. On a neverending quest for vengeance. The last thing he needs is becoming a permanent babysitter for a male hooker. Lucifer. Fallen. Lost. Alone. After a childhood filled with neglect and abuse, followed by his mother's suicide, Lucifer set out into the world alone. There was nothing for him out there other than taking it one day at a time. As the bastard son of the Coffin Nails club president, Lucifer never got much fatherly love. So when the Nails show up at the strip joint Lucifer works in, the last thing he expects is to be put in the custody of Tooth, the Nails Vice President famous for his gruesome interrogation techniques. The man proves to be the sexiest beast Lucifer has ever met. He's also older, straight, and an itch Luci can't ever scratch. Tooth's life came to a halt twelve years ago. His lover got brutally murdered, police never found the perpetrators, and all leads were dead ends. To find peace and his own justice, Tooth joined the Coffin Nails, but years on, he's gotten nowhere with the case, yet still lives on with the burning fire for revenge. Babysitting a deeply scarred teenager with a talent for disappearing is the last thing on his bucket list. He promised himself to never get attached to someone like him again. To make sure the openly gay boy is safe in the clubhouse, Tooth is stuck keeping an eye on him. The big, blue, attention seeking gaze is drawing Tooth in, but fucking the president's son is a complete no-go, even when both their feelings go beyond lust. What Tooth doesn't know is that Lucifer might hold the key to the closure Tooth so desperately needs. WARNING Contains adult content: a gritty storyline, sex, explicit language, violence and abuse. Inappropriate use of dental tools and milk. POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Prostitution, Outlaw Motorcycle Club, organized crime, homophobia, family issues, coming out, discipline/punishment, organ snatching, hurt-comfort, age gap Genre: contemporary gay erotic dark romance Length: ~ 125,000 words (Standalone novel, no cliffhanger.)

Heart Ripper - Coffin Nails MC (Gay Biker M/M Romance)
Heart Ripper - Coffin Nails MC (Gay Biker M/M Romance)

Author: K. A. Merikan

Publisher: Createspace Independent Publishing Platform

Published: 2016-09-03

Total Pages: 260

ISBN-13: 9781537460062

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--- You always want what you can't have. --- David. Catholic. Gay. Set on keeping his purity ring. Raja. Biker. Manwhore. Never refuses a bet. David has always tried to be the best son his parents could dream of. Always at church on Sunday. Always eager to help with the garden. Always trying his best at school. Prim, proper, innocent, and kind. But deep inside of him, there is a yearning planted by the devil himself, and when a cocky, foul-mouthed biker pulls him a step too far, David doesn't fall into the abyss. He leaps. Raja is all he's ever dreamed of, yet didn't dare voice. Older, dangerous, a wall of muscle with a grip so strong David can't resist him no matter how hard he tries. As a freshly appointed president of a motorcycle club on the verge of ruin, Raja has a lot to live up to. Being gay doesn't do him any favors in terms of commanding the respect of his men. He has his way of compensating though. Always first in a fight. Always bragging about his sexual conquests. Always up for a bet. Daring, tattooed, sexy, and unapologetic. After he boasts he can have any man he wants, he gets challenged to hook up with the preppy guy wallflowering at a party. Raja can't wait to pop the innocent cutie's cherry. But when he finds out the guy is his friend's younger brother, life gets a whole lot messier. Why is the one guy who should be off-limits always the most tempting? POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, organized crime, religion, homophobia, bet, good boy meets bad boy, coming out Genre: M/M romance, suspense Length: 100,000 words (Standalone novel) WARNING: This book contains steamy content and graphic violence.

His Favorite Color Is Blood - Coffin Nails MC (gay Biker Dark Romance)
His Favorite Color Is Blood - Coffin Nails MC (gay Biker Dark Romance)

Author: K. A. Merikan

Publisher: Createspace Independent Publishing Platform

Published: 2016-09-03

Total Pages: 0

ISBN-13: 9781537459479

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Grim is a bloodthirsty killer, and he owns it. Gay in a world of outlaw bikers, he firmly stands his ground if anyone dares to cross him. He takes pleasure in showing homophobes their place and fucking his way through a life of carnage. But there is a part of him always aching for something he cannot get. When by chance he saves the most perfect guy he's ever met, he is not about to let him go. Even if it means he needs to smother his broken bird. When a masked, bloodstained man rescues Misha from captivity, he doesn't know if he should thank the menacing stranger or stab him and run. Grim is not the kind of man who takes no for an answer, and Misha might now be in more danger than when he was trapped as a sex slave. Misha cannot deny though that Grim is as alluring as he is frightening, and once Misha realizes what power his body holds over Grim, he understands that taming the beast of a man could be within his reach. But any possibility of a future together is like a house of cards when Zero, the sadistic crime lord who destroyed Misha's life, sets out to get him back. Will the ruthless biker assassin at Misha's side be enough to conquer the monsters from his past?

Exile on Front Street
Exile on Front Street

Author: George Christie

Publisher: Macmillan

Published: 2016-09-20

Total Pages: 270

ISBN-13: 1250095697

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I hadn't planned on writing a book when I quit the Hells Angels. After forty years in the Hells Angels, George Christie was ready to retire. As president of the high-profile Ventura charter of the club, he had been the yin to Sonny Barger’s yang. Barger was the reckless figurehead and de facto world leader of the Hells Angels. Christie was the negotiator, the spokesman, the thinker, the guy who smoothed things out. He was the one who carried the Olympic torch and counted movie stars, artists, rock musicians, and police chief captains among his friends. But leaving the Hells Angels isn’t easy, and within two weeks of retirement, he was told he was “out bad”—blackballed by his fellow Angels, prohibited from wearing the club patch, and even told he should remove his Death Head tattoo. Now Christie sets out to tell his story. Exile on Front Street is the tale of how a former Marine gave up a comfortable job with the Department of Defense and swore allegiance to the Hells Angels. In this revealing, hard-hitting memoir, he recounts his life as an outlaw biker with the world’s most infamous motorcycle club.

The Wheel Spins
The Wheel Spins

Author: Ethel Lina White

Publisher: Sourcebooks, Inc.

Published: 2024-10-29

Total Pages: 259

ISBN-13: 1464216452

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First published in 1936 and adapted for the screen as The Lady Vanishes by Alfred Hitchcock in 1938, Ethel Lina White's suspenseful mystery remains her best-known novel, worthy of acknowledgement as a classic of the genre in its own right. Then the rhythm of the train changed, and she seemed to be sliding backwards down a long slope. Click-click-click-click. The wheels rattled over the rails, with a sound of castanets. Iris Carr's holiday in the mountains of a remote corner of Europe has come to an end, and since her friends left two days before, she faces the journey home alone. Stricken by sunstroke at the station, Iris catches the express train to Trieste by the skin of her teeth and finds a companion in Miss Froy, an affable English governess. But when Iris passes out and reawakens, Miss Froy is nowhere to be found. The other passengers deny any knowledge of her existence and as the train speeds across Europe, Iris spirals deeper and deeper into a strange and dangerous conspiracy.