Losing Me Finding You

Losing Me Finding You

Author: Natalie Ward

Publisher: Createspace Independent Publishing Platform

Published: 2014

Total Pages: 0

ISBN-13: 9781500798543

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The 29th of February, the day I was born. When I wake up on this day, I'm in a different city, with a different life and no memory of the lives I had before this one. Today is the tenth time this has happened to me. The tenth time I've had to figure out where the hell I am. The tenth time I've had to try and work out who the hell I am. This is the tenth alteration of the person I am. Each of us has had different lives, different backgrounds and different families. But there's always been one constant. Him. He's the reason I keep doing this. He's the reason I spend four years searching. If I'm lucky, I'll get the trigger and find him quickly and we can spend those four years together before I disappear again. If I'm not, we might get a year, a month or even just a day. Once we got nothing, but that was a choice. And every time it happens, he patiently waits for me. He says that every time I come back to him, it's like falling in love with me all over again. I say that every time I come back, I fall even more in love with him than before. It scares me that one day I won't be able to find him at all, because when that day comes, I'm not sure I'll want to keep going. He is my strength, my protector, my one and only constant. I love him. He loves me. But every four years, I lose myself. And every four years, I have to find him. This is our story.


Losing Me, Finding You

Losing Me, Finding You

Author: C. M. Stunich

Publisher: Sarian Royal

Published: 2012-04-20

Total Pages: 341

ISBN-13: 1938623533

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'Losing Me, Finding You', (Triple M, Book #1) a New Adult/Biker/Contemporary Romance Erotica Novel Recommended for Ages 18 and Up (Book #2, 'Loving Me, Trusting You' is available now!) "Austin Sparks crushes me against the pool table with his hips, the roughness of his jeans rubbing against the smoothness of my thighs as he pushes up my skirt with his warm hands. 'Get ready for this, beautiful.' " Twenty-one year old Amy Cross's idea of a hot Saturday night is curling up with her favorite book boyfriend and secretly sneaking a bottle of her mother's wine. That is, until she meets Austin Sparks, the biker boy with a past that burns like fire and a gaze she can't look away from. Without knowing what she's doing or why she's doing it, Amy ends up on the road with Austin traveling from one city to another while learning things she's only ever read about in romance novels. At first it seems like Austin is Amy's fantasy come true, but as their journey progresses, she starts to sense that Austin is running away from something. Amy knows that she'll do whatever it takes to help him find himself. What she doesn't expect is that she'll lose herself in the process and how good it will feel to be free. Also Available From CM Stunich -Tasting Never (New Adult Romance) -Broken Pasts (Contemporary Adult Romance) -She Lies Twisted (Young Adult Paranormal Romance) -Hell Inc. (Comedic Paranormal Romance) LOSING ME, FINDING YOU EXCERPT: “Austin,” I whisper as he steps forward and uses the weight of his body to get me right where he wants me. I want to keep kissing forever, tasting sultry Southern boy and good manners and a filthy f****** mouth, but I think he has other plans. “If you don't want this,” he whispers as he grazes my ear with his white, white teeth. “Then you better tell me now because once I get started, I ain't gonna be able to stop.” How unfair, I think because really, there is no way that I can speak with scalding kisses being pressed to the side of my neck and my shoulder. Instead, another sound escapes my lips, bursting out into the air like a sigh of relief. Finally, I think. After all these years of reading about bad boys and alpha males and delicious men with ridiculous names, it's my turn. Mine. Mine. Sorry, Horse; Sorry, Kellan Kyle; Sorry, Ty McCabe; Sorry, Travis Maddox; Sorry, Gideon Cross. But I'm breaking up with all of you. “That's what I thought.” Austin Sparks crushes me against the pool table with his hips, the roughness of his jeans rubbing against the smoothness of my thighs as he pushes up my skirt with his warm hands. “Get ready for this, beautiful.” And then he's spinning me around, so suddenly that my mouth opens wide and my cheek (my unbruised one, thankfully) slams into the felt of the pool table.


Leave Me Alone, I'm Reading

Leave Me Alone, I'm Reading

Author: Maureen Corrigan

Publisher: Vintage

Published: 2007-12-18

Total Pages: 240

ISBN-13: 0307431355

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In this delightful memoir, the book critic for NPR’s Fresh Air reflects on her life as a professional reader. Maureen Corrigan takes us from her unpretentious girlhood in working-class Queens, to her bemused years in an Ivy League Ph.D. program, from the whirl of falling in love and marrying (a fellow bookworm, of course), to the ordeal of adopting a baby overseas, always with a book at her side. Along the way, she reveals which books and authors have shaped her own life—from classic works of English literature to hard-boiled detective novels, and everything in between. And in her explorations of the heroes and heroines throughout literary history, Corrigan’s love for a good story shines.


Loving Him and Losing Me

Loving Him and Losing Me

Author: Cynthia Turner

Publisher: Infinity Pub

Published: 2012-08-24

Total Pages:

ISBN-13: 9780741477187

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Putting back the pieces of her life slowly, encouraging people to love unconditionally but never forget to love you first, even when difficult situations arise and it seems almost impossible to deal with. I've learned to deal, feel and heal; deal during these times which have came of most importance. It will sustain you while facing unbearable challenges in ones life, while thinking I would never be able to endure, or get through, suddenly there was a light. Faith and courage will go a long way, until that season is over, and a renewal of one self takes place. I am a sensitive person with a great personality and a need for people; I am sociable, loving, and easy to get along with most of the time. However, I still have feelings when it comes to matters of the heart. Be encouraged and face everything and recover, just as I have, even when the darkest moments shattered my life, and mixed, unclear emotions are running ramped in your mind, and they are all over the place, in many places as well, but going different directions. Ultimately knowing the most difficult journey is about to be defeated with faith, courage and participation. I still have the will to love.


Losing Me, Finding Me

Losing Me, Finding Me

Author: Cynthia M. Spencer MBA MDiv

Publisher: Balboa Press

Published: 2019-06-06

Total Pages: 270

ISBN-13: 1982228350

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Losing me, Finding Me is an adventure that will change you, your size, your health, and much more to the degree that you are willing to change habits. During this course, you will be recognizing habits you have and learning and deciding which habits to retain, which to let loose, and what new ones you’d like to include in your life. It is a three-month class to help you lose layers of excess fat as well as lists of shoulds and big concrete blocks of “I can’t.” Topics covered are nutrition, fitness, sleep, stress, emotions, mind, relationships, spirit, visioning, and mindfulness—all working together under your own guidance to create a balanced, integrated, and happy you.


Losing Control

Losing Control

Author: Mark Smeby

Publisher:

Published: 2020-04-07

Total Pages: 220

ISBN-13:

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This book is about surrendering to life as it is ... all of our out-of-control circumstances, challenging relationships, wavering faith, fluctuating self-image-and finding the awesomeness in it all, rather than being frustrated that things aren't the way we think they should be. Resting in the mess.This doesn't come easy for me. I want to fix everything. And everyone. Because, when everything is fixed, then my life will be smooth sailing. I won't have anything to worry about or manage. And, probably because I'm not absolutely perfect at fixing myself, most days I find it easier to try to fix other people. This isn't about giving up on goals and dreams or rolling over and playing dead until the game is over. It's also not about being weak, letting life bowl us over. It's actually the opposite. It's about moving through life with an intentional grace, surrendering to life as it is, accepting people and circumstances as they are, not as we want them to be. And then finding ways to use our passions and energy to insert love and truth into the world, unattached to expectations of how it should all turn out. We do this in order to see more clearly the marvelous in the mystery. To draw closer to other people, not further away. To live from our heart, rather than from our head. To not run from that which is messy or complicated, but to see the beauty in it. My hope is that this book will help you say farewell to fear, insecurity, ego-driven decision making, self-pity, and regret. After we've thrown those ugly bits in the trash, let's aim for the warm pools of joy and peace, which include greater acceptance of ourselves, others, our circumstances, and maybe even God. We will learn how to live with wide open hands of grace and love. That's when the magic and beauty of life will truly come alive.It all starts by letting things be a little out of control.


Losing Me

Losing Me

Author: Sue Margolis

Publisher: Penguin

Published: 2015

Total Pages: 385

ISBN-13: 0451471849

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After losing her job, Barbara, who had been financially supporting her grown children and caring for her elderly mother, is forced to face her vulnerabilities, until a young boy comes into her life and gives her perspective.


Losing Myself

Losing Myself

Author: Victoria J. Brown

Publisher: Open Road Media

Published: 2017-09-29

Total Pages: 315

ISBN-13: 1504069676

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A woman fights to save her beauty salon—in the midst of pregnancy and personal betrayals—in this emotionally powerful novel by the author of Holding Myself. Since Kat made her decision to have a baby—and discovered that she is in fact carrying twins—everything around her seems to be falling apart. Not only is she dealing with family secrets, lies, and deceit but the new salon opening around the corner threatens her livelihood and leaves her feeling betrayed when she learns the truth about who owns it. To make matters worse, things are on the rocks with Max, the father of her child. Although her relationships with Max’s mother, her own stepmother, and her sister have grown stronger, she’s not sure they’re strong enough to make it through this chaotic chapter of her life. Working tirelessly to save her salon and repair her bond with Max, she is battling every day to stay focused on her future—with no crystal ball to tell her what to do next . . . “An amazing character.” —Gemma’s Book Reviews


Reckless Devotion

Reckless Devotion

Author: Heidi Baker

Publisher: Chosen Books

Published: 2014-07-29

Total Pages: 658

ISBN-13: 1441263985

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Are you ready for a revolutionary year with Heidi & Rolland? Whether stopping for the one in a dusty village in Mozambique or reaching out to the world, Heidi and Rolland model--and invite everyone into--the radical love that thrills God's heart. Energized by their work on the frontlines of ministry, the Bakers weave together miraculous stories, Scriptures, encouraging devotional thoughts and prayer to take you through the year. Every day is a fresh invitation to live fully devoted to God. When you surrender to Him and allow His presence to grow in you, you will find, like the Bakers, that you don't become less of yourself; you actually become more fully the person He has always intended you to be. Join Heidi and Rolland for an unforgettable year of sold-out, passionate, reckless devotion to the One who loves you more than you can imagine. "All God wants is my laid-down love, my reckless devotion. He is asking the same from you."--Heidi Baker


The Demon and the Angel

The Demon and the Angel

Author: Kara J Redmond

Publisher: Dorrance Publishing

Published: 2022-10-18

Total Pages: 386

ISBN-13:

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The Demon and the Angel By: Kara J Redmond Kal has only ever known Hell. With her father’s constant pushing to be the best and most brutal demon she can be, she has lived her life under his gaze and demands. But when she learns the truth about her mother being human, her curiosity gets the better of her and she sneaks to the world of the living to learn their ways. This is where she first sets eyes on Mal. From then on, she watches Mal, longing to meet her. On the day of her test to become one of Satan’s army, Kal is given one final task: to murder an angel hybrid, Mal. Breaking against her demon nature – and her father’s wishes – Kal rescues Mal, and they set out to stop her father’s plan for global domination. With the help of witches, angels, jinn, and fae, can Kal and Mal save the world and the beings of Heaven from her father and Satan’s evil plans? Will love conquer all, or will the two hybrids succumb to the darkness?